It’s tough to be a saint
The way they are treated
Thus I stayed human
I always keep a balance between reality and spiritualism. I don’t have any intention of becoming a martyr.
I know this society is not meant for spiritual beings but spiritualism is the only safe way of attaining real happiness in this society.
So I never try for deep meditation, even though my friend advised me to, but I preferred not to.
I just collect the peace, goodwill and love from the best reservoir of these and every other positive feeling- God.